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Saturday, August 20, 2005

1:13 PM

heyy'alloutthere,

yknw wad? i actuallie F9 my maths!!!!! oh yeah, n my bag got lighter....a LOT lighter tis few daes.... =)

today was e SC investituer or investigator or smting lydat day. im nt saying it wasnt nice or neting but seriously, it was damn hell boring! sitting there n listening to those speeches n not forgetting getting toasted. sighz.....i swear i got sunburnt juz nw. then after sch 2dae supp 2 go dental appt at bout 5 plus. then i was supp 2 go straight home since there was like no cca today(*wails* i miss SJAB!!!!) but i juz hung arnd in sch 4 a while 2 prac footdrill, n i found out smting highly interestin on e way home. isnt tt juz wonderfully nice?
muahahahhahaa! e dentist go n take out my wire then replace wif a much thicker wire. so damn pain lor! *clutches at mouth* i dunno hw im like gonna eat. my parents scolding xiao xiang, he keep biting e paper in his cage....
now for the daily laments:

SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!! WHERE GOT LYDAT ONE?! IZ SUPP 2 B WEEKEND LOR!
SO MANY PROJECT! HW TO FINISH DE LOR?!

aiya...tmr got study group lor....so sianz, i mean itz fun lah but well, aiya, u get wad i mean larh.
now for e daily topic:
wat's e point of doing homework n studying n being successful? i mean, someday everyone's gonna die. a good job n lotsa money wun do us anygood lor. might as well juz sit there n deng2 si3. i rather juz enjoy life than sloggin away when smday i knw tt all my efforts n time wil go to waste. wads e point of being successful? someday, i ever own a company or something lydat, then smday ill oso leave e company n never come back. so i vote tt we juz hang arnd, enjoy life, to heck wif studying n stuff n nt study. but then again, iknw for sure tt i carn do tt. i mean, u tink my parents n trcs so stupid lemme do tt meh?

moii SJAB seniors rawk lor. they so nice, i mean, sure, they're fierce smtimes but they do it for our own good. n they dun AP us. haha, oh wellz, mummy n daddy nagging so.....tis post iz a damned short one.

buai-buaiz
L!L!N
aka surfbabe92
aka bloodangel
aka i-really-failed-my-maths
aka KrApPiE gRrL
aka innocent-baybee-gurlie

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;

Friday, August 19, 2005

12:30 PM

YOYOYOYOYO!!!!!!!

Hiyaz.... Sighz.... Nowadays so damn bz lor. I swear e school go mad le lah. Keep giving so many stupid farking projects. so damn useless too. y'kn wad? i suddenly find myself 're-addicted' to oldies. i say 'RE' bcos there was this long long period when i suddenly switched 2 pop n rock n e works. DUN ask mii y, i juz did.

Right now, im listening to this oldie called 'Just a simple melody' by this totally great(ok, mayb not THAT great) singer called Patti Page. then tis other singer called Lulu sings even better, pity i dun have her cd, e only song i heard her sing was in e movie "To Sir With Love". She acted as a girl called Barbara.

Well, drifting away from this topic, IM SO GONNA FAIL MY MATHS! N SCIENCE! N ENGLISH! N LIT! N HISTORY! N EVERY SINGLE FARKING SUBJECT!!!!!

N then on to e happy ting....I DIDNT FAIL MY CHINESE!!!! can u believe it?! hahahahhahaha~~~~ *sighz again* oh yah, i love e swing in my school lor! so damn the fun de. then there got these little brown dunno wad tingys tt will hoook onto ur clothes sometimes when u throw it.... Alamak, tmr no SJAB again...I MISS SJAB!!!! lolz.

MM, my dear XiaoXiang go mad just now, he run n run n run round e whole house. First he run behind e chairs in e living room, then he startd circling my dad's legs, then he scamper into e kitchen, circle around e dining table, then leap towards my ma n start licking n licking n licking her, then kena scolded, so he rush away n whuffed at me n kp jumping up n down, then keep pawing at his cage then run into this other utility room n nearly chewed at the wires. Then my ma got so irritated she picked him up n put him back into his cage n ....... he.......well, peed.

Then my barked at him(note: i m NOT a bitch) n he barked back in conversation.Here's how our conversation went(at least i tink so...):
XX:y u barking at me? u dog meh?
ME: ya lah!
XX: really meh? wad breed?
ME:i crossbreed, human n dog. i was found wandering e dustbins at 3 n my now parents decided to adopt me.
XX:really?! that IS interesting. *suspiciously* but u dun smell like dog...
ME: tt'z bcos i have lived longer wif humans, THAT'S why.
XX: icic...
*conversation ends*

Lame? Of COURSE! hahaahahahahaha.....haiz....wad 2 tok bout now?
I find tt ive too big a hip n too fat thighs.....maybe i should go on a diet....i look like a pear! those were the exact words my friend said 2 me juz a few days ago. she was at my hse n staring in e mirror. She was measuring a skirt against herself when all of a sudden, this particularly worrying line cut through my perfectly serene world of reading. Seriously, i dun get it! y do ppl wanna put themselves through all those deprivations n all juz to bcome thinner. I mean, our world iz so damned like, pro now. there r so many cheap-skate ways of thinning. Xando tablets....n hu knws wad else. or maybe they can juz go run abt e neighbourhood everyday 4 a whole month for 3 hrs. Ill BET u tt theyll go slim. n at e same time get rid of those flabbish thighs. n their diet. juz watch it n hu needs deprivations? i swear, sm ppl these days r goin MAD! they actually stop themselves from eating delicious n unhealthy n appetite-arousing food like char kway teow n carrot cake juz to go thin. i mean, juz exercise more, eat a lot a lot a lot of fruits n veges n...well, ya larh! u knw wad i mean. me? i dun give a fuckin damn bout being thin or fat or pear-shaped or orange-shaped or bamboo-like or e infamous hour-glass figure, so long as im healthy n fine n i can live to my heart's content. oh wells, toodles to the serious stuff, it'z time for some FUN!!!!!!

Er....nebody got any suggestions? *sheepish grin* oh, yeah, i really really carn get over him. carn help it rite, hu ask him b so......well, nice n good looking? no! im nt toking bout e jonathan frm SAF(though i still find him cute)oh wadeva, i tink ill juz go n drown my sorrows in songs.... buaiz...

ttfn,
L!L!N
aka surfbabe92
aka bloodangel
aka innocent baby gurl
aka im-so-gonna-fail-my-maths
aka Rawking SJAB-ian...

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;

Thursday, August 18, 2005

1:25 PM

WOW! It's been so many many daes n i only today then finally write a fuckin post...... Y'knw wad? SJAB de R.O.D damn hell fun lor. Then our Sec 3 seniors so damn pro n so damn creative. They used those tiny tiny candles to form one big big big big big big rectangle. Then our Sec 4 seniors had to sit inside. Then of course, everyone got to take one of those kewt personalised candles back home. They even scattered dried flowers in the rectangle. We Sec 1s got e gurlz little purses n e guys carabins(at least I TINK it'z spelled tis way...) Then we made 'em all cards. Then 4 e performance, we danced 2 e song "Girl Can Rock" by Hilary Duff.
Then 4 e food we got strawberries n marshmallows, n Hershey's famous delicious, choc syrup n dipped 'em into e choc. Haha, we got 3 bottles n dear Yee Shuang squeezed half a bottle of e syrup all over e strawberries. Gosh, i do hope they dun get diabetes... i mean! Seriously! It's sooooo damn de sweet lor! I couldn't even stand 2 marshmallows, let alone 5, which Su Yu initially wanted 2 put on a stick. But we ended up only putting 3. Then our uy coporals practically DRANK 2 whole bottles of Hershey's choc syrup. N when we cldnt find our last, UNOPENED bottle, they were e culprits.
This week iz common test week...
Mon - History
Tue - Elit
Wed - El n Sci(today...i din even know tt today got sci lor! then end up i din bring my sci tb back home, luckily i got some science notes at home lor...)
Thurs(TMR) - *moans* e most dreaded subject....MATHEMATICS!!
Fri - It'z all over.
Moii chinese trc, Miss Wan, says tt our chi test was badly done. That was a BIG uh-oh sia... she say one GIRL fail lor! N tt girl could be me....ME!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well.....Have i mentioned tt i finally got a dog, by the way? His name is Xiao3 Xiang2 n he's a maltese n of cuz, xtremely xtremely kewt... =) Life wif a doggie iz definitely much much much much more different...
Oh wellz, I guess I gtg n study my *voice dripping wif sarcasm* wonderful, most loved subject, MATHS le bahz... Wish me luck 4 my stoopid test n have a nice dae tmr!!!!

Signing off,
L1L1N
aka surfbabe92
aka Krappie_Grrlz
aka bloodangel
aka im-so-definitely-gonna-fail-my-maths-nutter

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;

Monday, August 01, 2005

8:38 PM

HEYOO! juz finished reading this really cool book called: ttyl. in other words: Talk To You Later. E way they wrote wuz sooooo cool! y'knw IM? instant message? they used this 3 girls talking together using IM to tell e story. SHO RAAAWKS! yeah newae, i sorta juz passed moi freakin history? 12/20. y m i so NOT surprised? btw, i wrote a song, 'Can't Push U Outta My Head'. i tink it seriously sux lor. e lines so not corresponding! wahaha, moi daddy maybe buying pup 4 mii, ok, probs nt for mii lah, but sitll a pup rite?! lalalala! yay, National Day comiong le, c i so patriotic!*starts singing national anthem* whatevs. juz wanna slp....haiz, *slaps myself*
Conscience: c'mon! U haven even finished hw still want sleep! sleep sleep sleep, whole dae oni knw hw sleep!
ME: wad u mean?! i owaes so l8 slp, then so little slp hw stay awake?!
C: then drink essence of chicken or bird's nest lah! stay awake!
ME: cannot lah! i dun care le lah! heck bout moi frigging homework lah!*slaps myself again*
*wakes up*
oh wells , i tink i realle better go le....

TTFN!
*nAuGHtY gIrL-iNnOcENt guRLiE-surfbabe92-BloodAngel*
L1 L1N

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;