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Sunday, October 02, 2005

3:45 PM


Dun find me weird or aniting, but, aiya, juz find me weird, im weird newae.... I realized that I can concentrate better when it's raining... Uh huh, I dunno y either. And it'll be even better when it storms. I guess it's because of the 'soothing rhythemic pattering' of the rain. Somehow or other, I seem to be able to remember everything that I study. Like this morning, it was raining like siao lor, so I didn't go for my maths tuition, and to prove that I was really THAT hardworking, I started revising my physics (I've got physics n bio tmr) and surprisingly (n shockingly, at e same time) I actually understood what I was reading. And then I got sick of physics, so I decided to go study bio and after the close-to-storm, I realised that everything that I studied in that period was stored in my head. But when I revised my physics again(another topic) after lunch, I couldn't even understand everything. Coincidence? i dun know.
I luv the rain, it juz sorta, like, makes me feel better. They say the rain can wash ur troubles away and the thing is, I agree. Some things I'd love to do everyday when it rains/storms would be:
When it's juz a normal rain, NOT storm, I wouldn't mind going down to the void deck and playing a nice little game of badminton with my friends. Or maybe basketball, yeah. The feeling of rain against my skin is juz so calming, so soothing. And if it really storms, I'd love to juz stay in my room e whole day, huddle on my bed with a book specifically for girls as in like, Angels Unlimited or Josie and the Pussycats or The Girl From The Sea(im wondering y too...) plus a can of fizzy drink next to me on the table. Or I could juz sit in front of the computer and surf the net.
Still, all the above stated will happen..... in my dreams. =( Sadly... Oh wells, wish me luck for my EOYs!

Signing off,
L!L!IN
aka surfbabe_92
aka i-hate-physics-girl
aka Silver Vampiress












[~*~]1Abz n RVSJAB rawks mhey sawks![~*~]


i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;





1:35 PM


haven been posting for such a long time...... oh wells, i suddenly juz feel like posting my thanks to everyone:
yea, well, i'd juz like to say tt those in RVSJAB n 1ABZ really rawks big time. We've been thorugh lots so far and i tiink we've really bonded. Thank you to everyone for being such wonderfully great frenz.
1Abz was the best class I've EVER been in in all my er.... 13 years. It rawks even more than my ex-class, 6A. Abz is like, so much more united, a lot more enthu, much more bonded, n VERY VERY together(hey, abz-ians, ever realized tt we alwaes reply e same things together?). Heh. Abz-ians rawk, especially those whom I'm closer to: [my 'trips' Jesslyn, Sherry, [my Jie1 Jie1s] Shu hui (Er4 Jie3), Xiang Yun (Da4 Jie3), Ningyi, Clarine, Shu Ying and Beryl.
You guys totally rawk and I can never thank you enough for all that you've done for me(er, wif the exception of a few whom i've confided in, wad did e rest do? jkjk...) and being there for me (esp Shu Ying, eh, i still ahven figured out y i trust u so much *narrows eyes* u cast a hex on me, i juz know it... u plan to black mail me.... no larh, jk, u rawk!)
1A has been through so many 'bonding sessions' together, like our Teacher's Day Celebrations n soon to come, Cheering Competition. I'm so dmaned sure tt Abz will win. I mean, we're so obviously the most enthu n e loudest class in Sec 1. Good luck to all you guys for EOYs. I'm sure u guys can do it.
And to my squad....
U guys rawk so much too! We've once again, gone through so much. like our training camp in March, R.O.D and son to come, our Basic NCO Course( tho im not exactly looking forward to it...) When we first started our CCA, we were like total strangers, except for those hu were already in our class. but now, we've like, bonded so much. True, some of u may not be TAT enthu but u still make an effort. i LOVE my mummy, Yee Shuang, our horrible neighbour, Stella (jkjk) n her daughter, Ningyi os all e rest. okae, but e word 'love' doesnt exactly apply to e guys. All twenty of us r gonna b squadmates for another 3 more years. We have had a wonderful 2005 as juniors, sec 1s but nxt yr we're gonna b seniors. i sorta, dun wan to. i really she3 bu4 de2 2005... As staff Lay Hui(izzit lydat spell?) puts it, we're 20 united hearts, im sure tt through e next few years, we'll bond even more! Rawk on, squadmates!
This year, 2005 has really been a rocky path. 'Hardships', fun, quarrels, rainbows after the rain, bonding, new-found friendships, misunderstandings, unwelcome rumors, competitions, games, camps, I must say it has all been really interesting. I ahve made tons n tons of great frenz and a few not so good frenz. but all in all, i muz say this again: I LUV ABZ N RVSJAB!!! to all my frenz:
Wishing u success in everything that you do and JIA YOU!!!
Hugs n kisses,
L!L!N aka surfbabe_92


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