I'm on a super high today!!! Whee~ just got another 2 reviews for my poems on fictionpress, man i really do appreciate those nice ppl la. then again, i'm wondering if they are lying cuz i actually lie alot when i review other ppl's work. =x
had a long long chem remedial with mr ong at the library today. gosh the library is so damn cold la!! that speech i did was really true i suppose. THE LIBRARY IS COLD! haha, i think im beginning to be able to understand how to balance chemical equations and according to clarine, i cannot balance because i cant even balance myself properly. -.- so ridiculous la...
i agree that i may be slightly clumsy at times and abit unbalanced on certain occasions but i still can balance ok!! then after that long long session i went to JEC with clarine, anty, turts, fish and the brainless sotong. ooops, did i just say that? uh oh.... XD i had a medium whipped potato... tho i wasnt hungry @ all. dotz. just didnt want to sit there and watch them eat. dumb incident at the JEC la, dun wanna mention wad.
ohwells, i think there's nothing more for me to crap about anymore. oh yes, if anyone got time... go review the stuff i write, please? url link:
http://www.fictionpress.com/~candlekittythankyouverymuch.
scars n scratches,
kitty~
I'm sick.
Sick of this life.
Sick of everything that's going on.
Sick of everything that's happening.
Save me from this place, this hell hole.
This hell hole called Earth.
This hell hole made of 95% steel and stone.
I don't wanna see/hear/feel/know anything anymore.
Nothing is making sense to me at all.
Am I even making sense?
I'm falling deeper than ever, into paradise.
Or what seems like paradise.
I want to, I need to, I will feel the blood and tears.
Mingle together on my skin.
But not now, not yet, not till i pluck up my courage to do it.
Scaredy cat. Ha.
Send someone to catch my tears.
They're blinding me, blurring my vision.
I can't start over again like this.
I can't even see anything down the road!
Crap, I can't explain what's going on.
Don't know how to.
Someone tell me, teach me, help me find a way.
A way to sleep a sleep from which I will never awaken from.
Someone's really gotta save me.
Before I die.
But maybe, just maybe.
It's better off that way.
Then I won't feel these tears anymore.
Or hear myself screaming.
In pain. Sadness. Anger. Frustration. Confusion.
How did this happen?
No idea how, and ain't going to bother no more.
Yea, why bother?
Kitty going insane~