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Sunday, December 30, 2007

10:06 PM



POP... Pretty unexpected results. I'm still upset that BingLe didn't get best cadet (SEE THAT, YOU STUPID ASSHOLE? YOU MADE SO MANY PEOPLE CRY FOR YOU.) but I'm not angry anymore.

I must congratulate those who got Best Trainees/Improvement/Knowledge. From Advance...
Alicia, Charlene, Musya[Damn I dno how to spell her name. ><>BAOBEI2!, Eve. Best Improvement: Myat Mo; Best Knowledge: Frances.

Basic! I think RV owned. Haha. YouSheng got BEST KNOWLEDGE, WeiLiang; ChiunYuan; Sharon; YingCui;Linda got Best Trainees for their respective platoons, LiHui got Overall Best Trainee for Basic! :D Whoots! Congratulations to the other cadets who got prizes. I'm sorry but I can't remember your names. ><

Oh and thank you to the people who congratulated me. [:


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Saturday, December 29, 2007

10:05 PM



I'M HORRIFIED. I'm the course IC again. ): & they said during the first platoon interaction that if you volunteered to be one of the platoon ICs during one of the course days, they wouldn't put you as the course IC.

I volunteered, and I ended up being the course IC & platoon IC. LIARS. No wonder I saw smoke coming from their arses. At least the first time I was course IC, Sir Fatty got give me warning. Au contraire for today, it was thrown on me like a bomb. The ICs of Juliet and Delta are Rv-ians too - XinMun and Charlene. Ninja's IC is Amirah. Nice girl! [:

Tomorrow's POP. THE END OF ADVANCE! *whoots* Apparently, there isn't going to be a best platoon. ): I'm hoping that the best cadets will be mostly from RV. I say 'mostly' because there're people from other schools who're pretty good too. Actually, as long as BingLe and Charlene get a trophy, I'm happy. They deserved it! I was aiming for the best cadet trophy back in Basic but I don't really give a shit this time. In fact, if BingLe doesn't get a trophy, I'll personally go and deck the officers. EH TRAINEE, SEE YOUR NAME THERE? BE HONORED. Triage chairman wor.

Basic's best cadets would consist majorly of RV-ians too I guess. WEILIANG. YOU BETTER GET BEST CADET FOR YOUR PLATOON. Because you're my trainee. [: Oh which means Jesslyn and XinMun better get best cadet too. xD And because TinggTingg's my darling, she must get best cadet as well. Yeah.

ZhiXiang you better come for POP tomorrow. *glares* My #3's going! YOU'RE NOT ALONE! Please lah... Go lah.... *5 minutes later* WTF DO YOU MEAN NOBODY'S GOING?! *curses* Gah. Whatever. I don't care!

I still can't believe I'm course IC. T.T

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

11:05 PM


-so don't apologize... i hope you choke and die!

Since someone's adamant that the cute Stitch picture doesn't suit me, and someone else says my blog is fascinating, I'll blog.

GET MUNK'D!


Yeah I'm obsessed with that song. Obsessed/addicted... Go think of another word to suit someone who listens to the same song from Jurong East to Tiong Bahru and from Tiong Bahru to Telok Blangah. Unfortunately, I still can't find the lyrics despite searching for 2 hours and getting PORN POP-UPs in return for some retardedly unknown reasons. You'd think that such a cool song would have the lyrics on the web in no time.

But not having those lyrics is alright, because there's still How We Roll, which is pretty damn good too. :D Get Munk'd is still more danceable though. I'd post the lyrics up, if I wasn't so lazy to go and find the lyrics again. I found them quite sometime ago, but in my haste to find Get Munk'd lyrics, I didn't save the lyrics for How We Roll.

Did I mention that I watched Alvin & The Chipmunks twice? Hoho. Once with my aunts and my cousins and once with Ningyi and the guys for our screwed TEAM OUTING. The guys would be BingLe and Co. Uh, y'know, the adorable guys' team. =.= bingle.adam - who wasn't around.weiliang.chiunyuan.yousheng. LMAO.

IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE GONE OUT WITH GUYS AND ENDED UP PAYING FOR THEM. Yes, so I'm abit late in blogging about this, seeing as Ningyi alr talked about it yesterday. Went to the arcade too... and blew my money on DRUMS and some random shooting game. Ningyi died damn fast. *cackles* Although she saved my sorry butt a couple of times before she died. Then the guys were playing Daytona? I forgot who won. Then we went to 'shoot some hoops'. I GOT MORE BALLS IN THAN NINGYI. Alright, maybe because I kept throwing the balls such that she didn't get much of a chance to shoot. [:
After the movie, I went off to meet my mother at Vivo to buy my school shoes, and Ningyi went home. I was trying to persuade her to come along with me but she refused. See? She ended up bored. Then Yees and Ningyi called me to talk about... stuff for 45 minutes. My handphone was boiling. SPEAKING ABOUT MY HANDPHONE...

I went out with ZhiXiang, Ningyi and Xiangyun on Monday. It resulted in the screen being all scratched up. Why? Because I was on the escalator, looking around for my friends, taking out my phone to give one of them a call, dropped the phone on the escalator, tried to pick it up, ended up stepping on it, and dragging it across the floor. Yes, I SARK. ): But nevermind, now my phone has a very cool edge to it. Dots.

Hmmms, my baobeis gave me and Ningyi a donut each. xD So sweet right? I'll eat it tomorrow morning, with the chocolate cream smeared across the box. I was dumb enough to throw the box into my bag. Ladeeda. CCA tomorrow. =.=

ST JOHN IS MY CCA! & FIRST AID IS MY HHS!

Go figure.

I'm going to sleep now. Bye.

P.S: OH OH GUESS WHAT! TANZHIXIANG FINALLY GOT HIS FIRRRRRRST HANDPHONE! Wakaka. And it's dead pretty.


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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

9:56 AM



Tell me that's such an adorable picture. Poor Stitch. ):

Anyway, It's 10 hours and 6 minutes into Christmas and I'm sitting right here blogging. I should be out there with my aunts and my cousins... well, later anyway. Maybe I'll take a look and see what's on kids central right now. [:

Or maybe not. I'm too lazy to get up. Let's just go straight to why I'm blogging in the first place.

have yourselves a happy christmas and a merry new year! ;)

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

12:51 PM



I'm going all bimbotic right now. I just spent half an hour at deviantart searching under "cotton candy", "pink" and "sweet" just to find a picture to match my mood. Nothing was quite as fluffy though, so I settled for this very cool drop of water. Hoho. I decided that I better leave before I go overboard. Right now, I even feel like changing my blogskin to something reeeeeeeeally pink. But I know I'm going to regret it 5 minutes later, so I'll just save myself the trouble... and make my desktop pink.


Anyway, I finished my 报告! Congratulate me. [: But the real reason why I'm in such a pinky, fluffy, mushy, gooey mood is because I just read 23 fluffy James x Lily stories, and proceeding to read more. I'm trying to find more Sirius x OC & Remus x OC stories though. *giggles* Fluff makes me go insane. Heck, I don't even feel like LILIN at all. Or 寒. Or KITTY for that matter. I feel all mushed up and melted. I think I may have melted and froze and re-melted and re-froze for 23 times already. GAH! It doesn't help either, that my curtains are pink and drawn, so my room's kinda bathed in a pink light right now.


SWEETNESS OVERLOAD!


So now I'll end this gushy post and return to cooing over my darling Sirius/James/Remus. Yes, they're m.i.n.e. BACK OFF! My heart's melting all over again; ahhhhhhh!


Her Royal Highness, Princess Li Lin, will not take responsibility for anyone who suffers from diabetes or decayed teeth after reading this post.

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

10:35 PM




I have totally no idea what language this song is in, or who the singer is. All I know is that I thought it sucked at the beginning, but when the song progressed, all the emotions came rushing out, and suddenly I'm addicted to a new song. The lyrics are beautiful; the translated lyrics anyway. I can't even read the original ones. Actually, the english ain't all that good, but when you get the gist of it, everything just hits you WHAM.


Play this video in another window and minimize it, then just stare at the picture up there. It just feels so right. And I feel like crying listening to it. Alright, everyone who knows me knows I'm just a little bit out of my mind but I mean it.
I used to live only for you, for you
Welcome sunrise and hear how you wake up not with me
It's easier to breath in the open window
And tell her only one thing:
Do you know? Along night roads
I walked barefoot without feeling sorry for my feet
His heart is now in your hands.
Don't lose him and don't break him
To bring love ash in your arms, hitting feet in blood
His pulse is now in your eyes
Don't lose him and don't break him.
And let grey rain beat against his window in January,
Let him hug not me but still remember me,
And let him say my name aloud suddenly,
And let him be silent that he still remembers me.
But damned rain is burning the street lamps outdoors,
I'm so sorry for shivering, my tender boy
And though I have whispered "goodbye" silently while crying,
Don't forget, don't forget....
And let him be silent that he still remembers me.
But damned rain is burning the street lamps outdoors,
I'm so sorry for shivering, my tender boy
And though I have whispered "goodbye" silently while crying,
Don't forget, don't forget....


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12:35 PM



I deleted the previous post; figured that there had to be some other way to increase my current 195 posts besides doing stupid quizzes. Random fact: Quite obsessed with MCR's Disenchanted at this point in time.


I'm in a damn bad mood right now. 6 minutes ago, however, I was cooing over some fictional guy from a book. Guess why? Let's start from the top.


So yesterday I went wandering around Tiong alone again to buy my school stuff and buy yoghurt (one of my many loves). Instead of going home after that, I took a detour to Bukit Merah Library, and got cheated of my money at some bubble tea stall. It served horribly damn diluted milk tea. Yeah well I spent close to an hour there finding books. Then I discovered this book with a highly interesting blurb. Anyway, it's a series called CHERUB by Robert Muchamore.

Love the story, hate the author's name.


It's really dead good. It's about children spies... Alright that sounds weird. Children are used as undercover agents for M15, and their training sounds terribly tough. On the other hand, the missions seem pretty cool and the whole layout is dang organized. It's like you're totally clear of what's going on, and there's no confusion and ohmyhell what am I babbling about. The series is even better than Spy Girls! Or Spy High, or Special Agents. Heck, I think it's one of the best spy series I've read. The only problem is, when there's no action, everything is in narrative. Gets boring after awhile. Thank Hell those parts are kept to a minimum.


Did I mention that the protagonist sounds hot? :D I think he's even cuter than Edward Red. Edward's the joker from Spy High anyway. Yeah, that's a total plus. Unfortunately, the author went and made the other pretty boy gay. GAY. But that's alright, I like it. It was a sad bombshell though, I had to stare at the same sentences "James, I'm gay." "No bloody way." for almost 2 minutes before I managed to absorb the information. Hell yeah, no bloody way. Haha but too bad. So I spent 2 hours yesterday reading the first book, and 2 hours this morning reading the second book, and was about to spend another 2 hours proceeding on to the third book when something horrible crashed into my life.


No, my dog didn't choke on a chicken bone. I realized that the third book I borrowed ISN'T the third book at all. It's the... *counts* Oh what the hell, it's the SIXTH BOOK. Fuck I can't believe I was so fucking stupid. How the hell do I go from a 13-year-old hottie to a hundred year old spy? I exaggerate. James (the heroooooooooooo of the story) seems to be quite popular with girls. Scratch that, he gets a new girlfriend on every mission and as far as I've read, he's got 4 ex-es in 2 missions. And c'mon, he's only 13? I don't know how I'm going to continue reading the third book. T.T


I'm freaking devastated now so stop laughing or I'll spam you with URLs of videos of the Japanese version of powerpuffgirls. I know you're laughing. GAH! How could I have made such a stupid mistake. *bangs head on wall* And the worst thing is, Kerry just got together with James and she kicks ass! Literally! There're 3 more books between the second one and the last one I borrowed. Well, it's not like I can't read it. But it's plain weird. I've never felt more like a retard.


Especially after I sacrificed my 报告 and my 私函 to read the books. There's another thing. I've never managed to understand why I can fantasize over fictional guys and squeal like a pig getting its tail chopped off but yet... *stares at MSN pm*


Eh don't get me wrong. I still stand by my PM. I'm not implying anything. That doesn't mean I like girls either. I'm asexual and an amoeba. [: I love Office Politics. Is there going to be an Office Politics 2? Hurhur I'm going to cry my eyes out soon. NOOOOOOOOOOOO!


Oh I heard from Ningyi that our guys team bought us chocolates and notebooks. Everybody say awww. Haha. I wonder if the chocolate'll still be around when I see Ningyi next Thursday. BAOBEIS! Even the guys team buy christmas present for us alr leh! Why y'all haven't buy anything for us yet? I love Turtsy for buying me that top, really! Pity I can't wear it. Damn the stupid cross with skulls and crossbones on it. ): The chains are like so cool can! Thanks to Bunny for the vest too. The vest that hasn't yet crossed my vision actually. Love your hair extensions, but they freak me out. Thanks for the black pig DJ. Haha, but I gave it to my baby cousin. x)
/edit/ on 23rd December
I just realized I didn't thank my baobei1 for the pretty kitty keychain. Love the jewels. Hohoho. ((:
/end edit/
Before this turns into an impromptu thank-you session, oh wait it already is one, here's the website for the book.


Things to do:
  • Check out the website
  • 报告
  • 私函
  • Study for the Physics test in JANUA-FUCKING-RY
  • Clear out all my unwanted papers

Yes, I can do this! Bye people.

Her Royal Highness, Princess LiLin signing off.

Hmm, why does that prefix look so short?...


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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

11:14 AM




This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen is probably my favourite book of all time, but I just finished re-reading and crying over My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Piccoult. It's the third time I'm reading it again, and I know what exactly happens, and what the ending is like. That little fact doesn't stop my tears from coming though. For the benefit of the people who have never read that amazing book (which has been around for ages) before, I refuse to spoil the beautiful plot. Go read it!

Juliet platoon meeting yesterday till 7.30pm. At least, that was the time I left Jurong East. The song we're dancing to is so unlike the ones my squad usually uses for our performances. LOL. I ended up tossing in half the moves from our ROD dance. Well, at the very most, the ones that I cheorographed, because I don't want to be sued for copyright.

I went to meet my mother for dinner at Tiong Bahru. ILT was having a sale! :D The skirt I had been eyeing since June was dead cheap compared to its original price, which was $34.55. The price during the sale? $10.95. C'mon man, I'd be an idiot not to buy it. Mom saw this dress which looked alright. I only like the pleats at the bottom though. She bought it for me to wear during Chinese New Year like what the fuck? But it was a good deal. Original price: $67.55; price we paid: $19.95. Go figure. Now I've got three dresses, all of which I've worn only once. I don't like dresses much. :/ She's insisting that I buy pumps. Have I ever mentioned how much I loathe pumps? Oh, and how about heels? They are the most ingenuitive torture methods man has ever invented. One word: OUCH. Gawd, can you imagine your heels getting skinned mercilessly? Or blisters on your sole from walking around in killer stilettos. I want s.n.e.a.k.e.r.s, which my mother mistook for SPORT SHOES. Dang. *mumbles* Right, enough with being a bimbo.

I'm probably repeating this for the hundredth time, but after lunch, I'll do my zuowen. Just one of it. I can do it!... *silence* Alright, maybe I can't, but no harm trying right? Anyway, I was listening to some songs on Youtube, when I realized that there are some songs which are really THAT beautiful and lyrics which can break your heart. The following songs I've listed, are the ones which I think are the sweetest songs ever written.

1.Because You Loved Me Celine Dion
2.When I Need You Luther Vandross
3.My Heart Will Go On Celine Dion
4.I'll Make Love To You Boyz II Men
5.Can't Help Falling In Love Elvis Presley
6.Total Eclipse of The Heart Bonnie Tyler
7.All Out of Love Air Supply
8.Dying Inside To Hold You Timmy Thomas
9.Thank You Dido
10.Unbreakable Westlife [old men. *cackles*]
11.I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Aerosmith
12.Blind Lifehouse
13.When You're Gone Avril Lavinge
14.Better Than Me Hinder
15.My Immortal Evanescence
16.Everytime Simple Plan
17.Say It Isn't So Gareth Gates
18.Truly, Madly, Deeply Savage Garden

Right now, I'm grieving over the fact that I can't find half the songs in there in my media library. I do have them, in my already broken down computer. Alright, just a few actually. 1, 2, 5, 6, 7 - All the older songs. :/ But I'll find them somehow.

Back to youtube~

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Monday, December 10, 2007

6:10 PM



I finally managed to write Val's birthday letter, and her birthday's already over. I was desperately trying to fold a stupid paper bag with printing paper. The original product actually looked decent, before I realized it was too big and to save paper, I re-used it and re-folded it again. The product was shit. Then the sticker I used to hold it down doesn't hold it down at all. =.= Val won't mind, I think? But I still think it looks like crap.


Walked around in Tiong for close to an hour earlier on. I was trying to find a plain black spiral-bound notebook. Like alastair said, it sounds so easy to find. I thought so too, & I thought wrong. GAH! And I saw a wrist cuff which looks exactly like my choker, and it costs 5 times LESSER than it too. Kao.


Cleared out some of my old files and discarded some useless pieces of paper. I rearranged my files according to the rainbow again. They look pretty now. (: I have three more files to clear. No, actually I have more than that but I can't really be bothered. It's all this year's work, and I can re-use the files. Saves some cost.


Just finished writing out my baobeis' training programme for 19th December. Hopefully they can achieve the aims I've put down. I believe they can do it! :D 任我遨游 is showing now. After the show, I'll eat my dinner and bathe. Then I'll force myself to write at least one zuowen. :/


And after that, I shall watch ZJYJ.


Xiayu's in china! Miss her like crap. ): And guess what? She freaking bought all 55 episodes for S$3. What the fuck. I can't believe it. T.T And she said she bought a present for me. *cackles* Suddenly I can't wait till school reopens. Safe for the fact that I still haven't handed in any homework. Camp is in 4 days. I hate camps.


Booooo, nothing else to crap anymore. I shall return to watching television. Byebye.

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Friday, December 07, 2007

2:53 PM



Some kind of warped holiday this is. If I'm not in school training my BAOBEIS alongside my DARLINGS, I'm at Jurongville having Advance NCO Course. Did I mention that I'm counting down the HOURS to the official end of the entire damn course? There're 561 hours left by the way. Otherwise, I'm doing powerpoints or doing proposals. Or the only good thing out of it all, playing Fiesta.


Fiesta is some fantasy RPG by the way. To describe this, I think I'll use maple as a base. Yeah I suppose it's a little like maple (which I honestly do not like much). You get to choose a class from amongst Fighter, Cleric, Archer (ME! :D), and Mage. Fighters and Clerics are human, and Archers and Mages are elves. The female avatars are dead pretty. The guys.... are sub-standard, and that's putting things in a nice way. While maple is a more interactive game, I think Fiesta doesn't really allow you to talk to other players. You'll be wayyy too busy clicking on fugly monsters or on different spots on the ground to travel. Fiesta is 3D, I think it's funner than maple. [: It's a bonus that the monsters really do look like monsters and I won't feel heartache when I shoot arrows at them vehemently. I mean, at least their mushrooms look disgustingly gross, unlike the cute red and yellow things they call 'monsters' in maple. The latter is currently taking Singapore by storm anyway, seeing as it's being stocked in every More Than Words and MiniToons store I see. I'm too lazy to find you the URL now, but if you're interested in joining the game, just send me a nudge on MSN or something. Well, despite the fact that I disabled nudges. Oh and before I forget, let's thank ZHAOQINYU for introducing this game to me. LOL. By the way, I'm a Level 11 Archer. And level 11 is so freaking pathetic can? But it ain't my fault, I keep getting distracted by:


a) my stupid powerpoint

b) my mother who never seems to cease drifting in and out of my room

c) fictionpress.com


Bunny says she bought me a vest from Korea. :DDDD I can only see it a long long time later though. That's alright though, I can wait! Lalala, I can strike something off my wishlist at last.


I hate SJAB.


There, I put it up there nice and big. If you can't see it, you're BLIND. Let's not ask why shall we? I'm recently listening to a lot of S.H.E songs. And I'm addicted to 爱呢... Such an old song, I know, but I can't help it. I tend to fall in love with old songs. Haha.


Okay, back to playing Fiesta. 11 zuowens? What 11 zuowens? You didn't see anything.


I updated. Happy?


Yours sincerely,

Her Royal Iciness Princess Li Lin


P.S: My tagboard's drowning. It can't swim.
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Hello. This is Li Lin, also known as KO7 or Han (don't ask).
I'm currently trapped in a hell hole with uniforms that make us look like nurses.
I'm 15 and am just this close to killing myself.
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