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Saturday, February 02, 2008

11:31 PM



I was forced into doing this.
I cut my hair. ): My fringe is GONE! Alright, technically, it's still around. It's just that it's pretty short. The back of my hair so thinned. The sides of my hair feel weird. I feel so naked without my fringe, I can't swish it in front of my eyes anymore. I can't scare the shit out of people on the streets anymore. I can't freak people out anymore simply because my hair is no longer helping me to look intimidating and I'll probably look like I'm telling them to continue pissing me off. Gah. But hair will grow; I'll be patient and wait until it decides to return from it's long long journey. To somewhere.
My entire body is tired and aching badly. Thanks to yesterday's 5 rounds during P.E, carrying that fking heavy box for the screwed up BBQ, and walking for two hours straight today. Mommy dearest was most amusing today. She asked me to go Tiong to meet her for dinner since she had a hair appointment - which lasted 2 hours. I got my hair cut, and WALKED AROUND THE WHOLE SHOPPING CENTRE for two hours. I love shopping, but having got to walk around when you're already tired is pure torture. I believe I visited every single shop at least twice. The salespeople must think I'm crazy.
Following that, we went for dinner. I was simply looking at eyeliner, and she thought I wanted to buy eyeliner. I don't even use eyeliner! She ended up dragging me to Watsons and bought an $8.90 one for me. Huhhhh but I won't even use it. =.= But maybe I'll put craploads of it, smear black lipstick one, black eyeshadow and go scare a few people even without my hair. What a brilliant idea.
I'm so sick of people getting confused with me and Ningyi. We're worlds apart please! Even my #2/3/4 have called me "Ningyi" or called her "LiLin" before. It's devastating. ):
I don't have anything else to say. See, I updated. It's so meaningless and unnecessary and full of bullshit. I don't care though.
<3
Li Lin
P.S: The price of the porcupine plushie in Popular has dropped! xD
P.P.S: I hate V-day. I have too many people to give presents to. I'll go BROKE just because of that damn day. Hrumph.


i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;




This.Is.Me

Hello. This is Li Lin, also known as KO7 or Han (don't ask).
I'm currently trapped in a hell hole with uniforms that make us look like nurses.
I'm 15 and am just this close to killing myself.
FuckedUp.Insecure.Neurotic.Emotional; Just F.I.N.E
Hell yeah, that's me. You got a fking problem?

Morbid.Fascination

I have a weird fetish with black and red things.
I like dogs&cats and any other animal.
I enjoy writing&reading.
I think self-mutilation is acceptable.

Deepest.Loathing

I hate life.

Desires

I want to study hard.
I want to be emotionless.
I want to stop giving a shit about everything.

You.Ain't.Sayin'.Nuthin'.Cool



SPAMM




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