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Saturday, March 01, 2008

10:46 AM





This is to any member of the male population reading my blog: The following content contains detailed information that you may not wish to know about. Don't say I didn't warn you.





I had Phyisical Training yesterday for both PE and CCA. That probably explains the reason why my whole body is aching like anything. The 3 rounds around the track, 60 sit-ups and 60 push-ups in PE was bad enough, but the 2 rounds and 50 push-ups during CCA just added to the pain. To make matters worse, we lunged around half the track and I did 30 squats with the Year 1s right after lunging. Soon after that, we sprinted across the damn field to fall in for last parade. I think I gave the term 'fall in' a new literal meaning when I literally fell into the squad because my legs very nearly gave way.

Before I continue though, I must share this rather dumb thing I almost did yesterday. After one of their many water parades, I told the Year 2s to 'cap your bottles'. And so they obediently capped their bottles, by placing the bottle cap gently on top of the bottle mouth. I wanted to tell them to screw the caps back on. I turned to XiangYun and asked, "Right, so what am I supposed to say now? Screw your bottle caps? *momentary pause* OH MY FKING GAWD DID I JUST SAY THAT?!" I ran away to leave XiangYun to do the rest of the job. I think I'd have died of laughter if I really said that.

I deformed a bottle of green tea after CCA, because its contents were frozen into ice and I couldn't drink a single drop. I had to smash it against the table (which cracked) repeatedly and shake it vigorously and hurl it at the floor all in front of my juniors who must think that their Staff LiLin is insanely violent. Not that I care. And the story starts after the bottle of green tea. Just after I threw the finished bottle away, I felt something drastic happening and grabbed Ningyi to tell her what happened. Unfortunately, we didn't get to go to the toilet. But that's alright.



The people who've had serious exercise before would probably understand that all the muscle aches come the next day (i.e: today). So now I'm suffering from muscle aches all over and am cramping like someone just wound my insides around a stick. I can't even move myself from this freaking fetal position. I think I'm dying. The medicine isn't working for the first time in its life and I've slurped so many cups of hot water that my back teeth should be floating in water already. I'm going to tear up soon if this doesn't stop. I hate being a girl. Shit this. ):

That GPA 3.0 is running further and further out of reach. Soon, I won't even be able to even brush my fingertips against it. My current GPA is 1.6. That's practically half a goal away. I scored A1 for my Language Arts and Elit. And then I got E8 and F9 for all the rest of my subjects - I kid you not. Why do I bother studying? I ended up doodling through the rest of my Physics lesson rather than listen to Suria digressing from magnetic field properties to something which I didn't understand. At all.






Yeah that's what I doodled. The black and red lines are words, if you're a blind old bat.

I got scolded by my mother again when she saw the 'LILIN' I drew on my arm. ): I was bored during a lecture, what can you expect? At least I wrote my own name and not 'DEATH' or something like that. I scribbled that onto someone's table during Elit lesson. When I went back the next day, it was already erased. Guess I freaked someone out.

I realized that all the courses that I wish to take in Uni are courses which have requirements I cannot reach. I want to get into Human Resource Consulting, but I need a H1 level pass in Mathematics - and I'm not even sure if I can pass my Maths. I want to study Law, but then I suddenly wondered if I can even make it past the stupid IP thing.

I'm going to go finish reading 'Jonnie the Girl', continue turning to mush while dreaming of Ryder then start on my homework after lunch. And tomorrow, I'll study my Trigonometry for Monday's Mathematics Test 2. And I will study, just you wait and see. Wow. That rhymed.

x Maths Worksheet 1F - Applications of Trigonometry/Circular Measure

x English Expository Writing

x Singapore Studies Switzerland (Don't ask me why we're studying Switzerland when the compulsory subject is clearly named 'SINGAPORE Studies'. Note that I have bolded and Cap-ed the 'Singapore'.)

Goodbye,

Her Royal Highness, Princess Li Lin, Queen of the Cats

P.S: I'm in a hell lot of pain. Somebody kill me.


i could spend my life in this sweet surrender;




This.Is.Me

Hello. This is Li Lin, also known as KO7 or Han (don't ask).
I'm currently trapped in a hell hole with uniforms that make us look like nurses.
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